Each time my heart is broken or someone let me down, l cry like a baby and feel like a victim of a monumental injustice.
One minute l was celebrating victory over my excessive emotions and sentiments. The next, l was crying like a baby.
I was deeply hurt yesterday, by those l call friends and those l love.
l cried myself to sleep last night but woke up this morning, asking myself when will l take a firm grip of my emotions. When will also stop completely trusting people and stop adding sentiments to all issues”
l always consider myself a strong woman, in the face of adversity but when the chips are down, l drop like a jelly and cry my eyes out.
lt’s human to feel pain when you’re hurt but to wallow in self pity, is detrimental to one’s health.
So how long will l allow my so call oppressors to win? How long will l continue to cry and see myself as a victim each time the ball drops on my lap.
Enough! l told myself this morning but l’ve heard me say that too many times. I’m only praying now and working through the ropes to really stand firmly on “enough” and push forward.
l’ve refused to tag myself a victim and not give anyone the satisfaction of making me cry again. I am not a victim but a victor.